When I first went away from posting art, that was in 2020. Nearly a year later I came today on Dec 20th, 2021, I'm still nowhere there. Still I don't think this goal of ever improving is impossible. I have to try real life stuff now for a long time. And who knows? It could take me a 1000 tries, 10,000, who knows? I have learned and grown a lot far more than when I first started in 2013 from that very first post. But I shouldn't let all of this that I've learned and made progress end because of that. I don't think it's an impossible dream. 

At least the good news is stories and photography will always continue. Those I have more than enough confidence in to keep posting, But the art will not appear until further notice. Videos on my youtube channel will given what I decide to post. But no art at all until I realize my dream of getting to where I can post again no matter how long it takes.