When I first went away from posting art, that was in 2020. Nearly a year later I came today on Dec 20th, 2021, I'm still nowhere there. Still I don't think this goal of ever improving is impossible. I have to try real life stuff now for a long time. And who knows? It could take me a 1000 tries, 10,000, who knows? I have learned and grown a lot far more than when I first started in 2013 from that very first post. But I shouldn't let all of this that I've learned and made progress end because of that. I don't think it's an impossible dream. 

At least the good news is stories and photography will always continue. Those I have more than enough confidence in to keep posting, But the art will not appear until further notice. Videos on my youtube channel will given what I decide to post. But no art at all until I realize my dream of getting to where I can post again no matter how long it takes. 

Okay now that it's come to this, I have to make this.

Ever since coming back I've had quiet a struggle. It's clearly obvious this new thing I'm doing isn't working at all. Which means that I need to step back, rest, lick my wounds, and study hard because I need serious work on anatomy, lighting, and shading. Luckily I will stat having lessons for that and that should help improve my art in a way that isn't what I was trying to do earlier.

Now does this mean I'm going to change my thoughts, opinions, and who I love and want to see? Not exactly. But the overall goal is to get good enough to where I can post my art anywhere (Assuming of course it's original or in the case of using other copyright characters and others, something new or ones that I can use) and not get in trouble or have it be taken down due to not being up to the site's standards. That means that until then no stories art wise will continue but some others will. Also I won't fully disappear like that one time but art won't be as uploaded as frequently or you might see works of progress also uploaded as well in terms of lessons. In the end I don't know how long this will take. Could be a year, five, a decade or more, but it's time for a change. And I plan on succeeding. And that also means using sites that may have not been used before but I will or eventually will.

Okay I'm only doing this because some idiot on one site claims I'm lying and that it would be better to do a journal. Yes it is true I decided to leave that site. However I realized that I can't let nobodies there and trolls and assholes have their way. Which is why (And I can prove this) I sent an email to the help desk there asking help to create a personal account or if I should wait until novemember. Not only did they create the account for me but gave me a password to. Which proves that before it was helpers, not me, who was trying to upload my art and lashing out because I told them to. I won't respond to anyone on there unless they have general questions about who I like, why I like, and other things. 

I will not however reply to people who obviously hate my work, me, or accuse me of "Tracing." If you honestly think that than I must be getting better. Anyone else but those haters can see it. And also I've been recently attacked on DA for that. Everyone, before you attack me for that, maybe you should look elsewhere because I can assure you others do it. So how about let's all attack them to. Instead of focusing on me, go bother them and see how far it gets you. Also negative comments from those kinds of people aren't worth my time. And joking about characters I love with who should be with who won't be tolerated on my end. All of these will get people blocked and comments deleted. 

While I may have gotten justice for this guy: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/ratherratty/

And his dumb journal that now nobody is going to believe more problems have accorded.

First of all one of my pieces was taken down due to being "Traced" which btw I never do, I look up references and things online but it's all drawn by me and others agree. I have gotten so much better and everyone but haters and trolls can see this. Then on top of that there's more. 

Thanks to a dumb person they have led me to an awful YouTuber here:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtOtO6Zu4SemKroIkbkO3Dg

Now I have to deal with this person and all of his (I can say that because the guy talks), his cult following of other cowardly trolls. So listen up. The people clearly aren't supportive. Clearly they will tear anyone down. And clearly they have nothing better to do in these troubled times. So I'm telling you if you see these people anywhere get as far away as you can. Especially since now it seems they may be stalking and trying to find out about me. And also with what they are doing is something I can't stand. 

Examples of his "Streams" where they fucking try to tear me down:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=liOgSca80F8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJoNq1DAAbo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PIQ8nnoiJU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v-GBOqPA48

So I tell you now Moonhorse and your cult following. You keep this up and you will see just how nasty I can be. And you will see how far I have come as I keep uploading more. Attack me and my YouTube channel but you are getting to the point of threatening and harassing. That isn't cool. SO knock the shit off. 

So I thought I had lost this account and you might see a second account with my same name but a 2 added. That was me creating a second account until I got this one back. So don't follow that one, that account won't be used anymore only this one.